Proud to be in Bio42

Bio42, I'm happy and proud to have such loyal and loving blockmates. I have spent 2 years and 1 term in La Salle and you can't help but look back at the memories spent with them. Through thick and thin, sorrow and joy, success and frustration, they have been there. Although, there have been bumpy times, and blockmates who have gone, we will always remember these memories, and the memories to be made in the future.

We had our retreat last October 8. It lasted till the afternoon of the next day. As I said it was a time of enlightenment and reflection. I'd like to post the comments and what they had to say in one activity that we did. The activity was to paste your baby picture in a piece of paper, say a little something about yourself and your blockmates would place what they want to say to you.

Continue to inspire till you expire. - Ken
I like this line, at least I know I inspire somehow.

Cliff paramdam ka naman! hehe! thanks! mwah! - Tin
Hehe, how could I if she changed dorms. I will just a little busy last months, months I'm forgetting.

Cliff, hehehe, hello lang.. -Angeline
Cliff, Clit Whatever! - Hector
Haha, these two never seem to forget that name our english prof gave me.

Cliff God bless. - Nice
Hi Cliff! God bless! - Eds
They both wanted God to bless me. hehe... I still see them both at time at school, never forget to say hi once in a while.

Hoy! Ingat ha!? kita-kita tayo uli! - ...
Cliff, stay bol(?) & happy... future president(?) - ...
Now, I can't read their writing very well which is why I don't know who its from. I always take care, just feel like living on the edge this time. It's nice to know people want me to take care of myself. I'm happy, well, since October 4, yeah, I am.

Alam mo na yun d ba? Salamat! Looking forward to more starbucks mems at libre! - Jenny
Jenny Jenny, life would always look out for us who care. I know, thats why I'm listening more and doing the right thing, karma d b? hehe...

Cliff/Clit Provide us w/ your corny ever jokes. Tnx 4 foolin around. - Chris
Chris, the guy who is not your ordinary guy, you just can't help but like his attitude. He's also the guy who provides the gimiks!

God Bless! Take care - DG
Hello - gak
Hi Cliff - Mau
The people who wrote comments but had not the time to get acquainted with.

Hi! take care & God Bless - Melai
I person I got to know in just in Lasaret, her, Edwin and Cy.

Thanks! - Shane
Malabo, haha, d k alam for what. heheh..

Cliff! Libre mo ko!!! Tnx!!! - Vena
She took what I said to seriously, haha, I was just kiddin when I said I'd write that on hers.

Cliff! Uy dude mustah! Salamat sa kulitan times. - Rea
Cliff, Naaalala ko tawag sayo ng prof naten sa english. Si Ms. Tan. hehe Tnx! - Steph
Makulit talaga ako? hehe... Kukulitin ko pa tong dalawang to lalo.

Cliff, Goodluck! take care - Jane
Cliff, salamat sa lahat! GD! - Lisa
Now these two, I know one day they would make a big difference. I'm still here to make them cut slack. haha..

Clif, magbagong buhay ka na! hehe - JM
I have, I have, but I'm still Cliff!

Cliff! Bus uli tayo - Megan
Haha, one time we will, just can't seem to catch the right time.

Ikaw ba talaga to? hehe! basta and2 lang ko p lagi... Tnx sa lahat.. - Rocky
Aww.. hehe, me too...

Thanks for always being there even when no one else is - Aissa
Awww... I'm always there, Aissa taught me a lot. I'm thankful for that.

These are what my blockmates said, although its not all of them, I thank even those who were with us from the start. Thanks!

Tired, hangover?

It was Mitz's birthday bash last wed, and we had an awesome time at her suprise party. Unfortunately, nantrip nanaman c ange at bryan, naleseng ako agad. I slept from 5 till 9, so wasted did not know exactly what was going on around me. Only thing I remember is that there was something heavy leaning on me and I could not breathe. Even my cellphone got tripped on, just as long as sun to sun and i don't know the person it's all right with me.

The place got messed up bad when I woke up. The bed got smashed thanks to the combined weight of some people. All in all the week was great, even got a 2.5 in my PHILOHI, grades are looking good. Compared to last term I'm doing better. Inspired? You can say that.

In my next post, I'll post the comments my blockmates said of me, I'm so glad that I got into their block. I thank the Lord for them.

Turning point

October is the turning point, my life is headed into the better times once again. The week was great, love is backing the champions again, my proposal got approved, even my spanish is getting good. The only downside to the week was that we freakin lost to FEU. Enough of that, the sun is starting to shine and the stars twinkle in the night, its looks like a blue sky is set for tommorow.

I have a lot of plans for the month. By 1245 today I'll be heading of to Tagaytay with my blockmates, hopeful for the fun-filled adventure awaiting us.
The KNP tour will continue till the 3rd of the week.
6 people will be celebrating their birthdays.
BAB meeting probably on the third weekend of the month.
The 4th weekend will host another trip ng bel air "berks"(nyahahaha).
I have to visit the UP Library and the national archives at least once in this month.
Nightlife skeds, they are not available yet.
The "blue eagles" are scheduled to fight Leo's boys sometime next week.
As for "friend" and "N90", I can't tell.
OCTOBER
10, 12, 17, 19, 21, 26 & 28.

20% healed thanks to that one person.

Octoberfest?

October a new month. I now leave the tragedy behind, last week I was not doing well, thinking of reaching, of hoping and of reviving the past. For the first time in my life, my mind took control. Erasing thoughts and feelings slowly out of me.

The Pain was imense, as if i could not go on. I laugh i go out, I invite persons out, we go out, have fun. Still, its like fooling myself, I still see her and think about her no matter what I do. Even while doing my dumb ass research, for my thesis proposal. I watch the game, shes still on my mind. Sometimes i get angry, sometimes sad, mostly sadness is what fills me. I strive to find someone who could fill the void, still it seems wrong. There are more out there, sure, but still...

They say I did the right thing, I know I did, even so... No...
I really did the right thing, like they say, "kung san siya masaya".
I don't want to be a martyr anymore anyway.
Unconditional love, is not true love, true is what must come from both sides, not only from one. I can't live in the unconditional anymore.

Realization

Thoughout the week, I have been weak. Always have I tried to appear strong in the presence of others. I have, although a times I could not do it. My mask has started to crumble, placing it back has been a hindrance to my life. I could not go on, only my friends and family keep me going on.

During these times, there were two people who were there for me, aside from my bel air friends. I thank them, especially her, my closest friend, confidant, my so had, bestfriend. She was there, always taking my side and still being the realist. Just as my final barrier was about to crumble she appeared, and placed it back together.