Desolation

I was okay a while ago, but now I'm filled with sorrow, grief and misery. The feeling hurts, such imense pain, full of anguish in my heart and mind. Why? My heart still leads me down the path I choose, the path that consumes all my hope and energy. The mind says otherwise, as I keep feeling agony in my heart my mind gets more resolute. Everything around me is shouting otherwise, but heart still refuses to listen. I wavered for moments there, I'll follow my heart, to the point of breaking, or should that be past tense? I just need help from...