Sunday, July 31, 2005

Last day of July!!!

Today is the last day of July. My favorite month is coming to a close. The month of July brought a lot of suprises, some which have changed my life. Love is such a daring thing. I mean, Love can make you do such, which you could regret or find great joy in. In my case there was no regret and can never be regret. It can only be joy, joy in seeing her happy and doing my best to keep her that way. Now, how can I ever regret?

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

What could be a good title for a bad day?

I could not come up with a decent title for this post so viola! I came up with this endearing title. As the title suggests, today was a bad day. Here is my story. The day started out not so good. I did not have enough sleep, I kinda had a sleeping problem last night. I then asked her if I could visit her at her school, she agreed so I got dressed and waited anxiously for 9:35. The time came and went over to taft to catch one of em public transpo jeeps. The jeep I rode made my mood even worse. The guy beside me kept bumping me and this kid almost spilled his donut on my pants, not to mention the excess heat of the day and pollution. When I got to her school my mood was worse than it was 20 minutes ago. To make things worse I had to wait outside in the scorching heat.

Soon she met me outside and laughed as she always did when I wait for her. I kind of let some steam out on her. On our way to SM she suddenly got mad at me for complaining about this and that. I tried to apologize, but she would not listen to me, so I just stayed quiet till we got to SM. I tried again to say I'm sorry but she would not talk to me. My anger just finally could not contain itself so I had to let some out, especially when she answering me sarcastically. On our way back to her school I still tried to apologize but to no avail, so I just left( whats the use if she won't even talk to you?).

I'll just fastforward the story. During the duration of 12-5 we had an exchange of SMS. Soon, i just could not stay mad at her. No matter what people say I just could not. I swallowed my damned pride and apologized. Thanks to a specific "person" everything worked out. Byedebye. haha..

Friday, July 08, 2005

Love

I love her... I love her more than anything in the world. She is my life, my passion and my heart. I love her with all my mind, heart and soul. She is the only one who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I'm truly madly deeply crazily only in love with her...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Thoughts? Feelings?

A lot has happened this past few weeks. Events which have made me think and use my mind more. My heart still dominates but now I use my head. Not to say that I don't use it before but that I now think more also before letting my emotions run free. To me following your heart is the most important.

If you truly believe and care that what your doing is what you truly want and feel for deep inside then that is truly what you must do. I love with my heart first and foremost. If you don't love with it, how can you love with your mind and soul? It would not be fair to call it true love isn't it? No it is not. True love comes from deep in the heart, in which nothing can stand in the way of your love. If you something stop you then you do not truly love with all your heart. Your love is not that real true love, but a love that is incomplete.