Time? Why so bilis the time?

The eternal question of time. Why does time go by so fast when joy fills your self, while it goes by so agonizingly slow when you suffer? Last Saturday is one good example of the problem of time. You could think that 17 hours with the one you love is a lot of time, it is naught. Those 17 hours of perfect moments, undying passion and simple quantities of little joys went by like the autumn gale in the four seasoned countries. In those 17 hours there were a few hours of dread, hate and misery. Those few hours turned out to be days for me. Dread and hate, we were lucky I only got to know this the day after or else... Misery was the time spent alone, derived of her presence. Why is time like this? I wish time would just stop at the moment in which she lay beside me...

Her Birthday

Im a real ass, just could not keep my emotions from taking control. How could I ruin this day for her? How could I just get pissed at some lowly reason? I just got to stop my emotions from running haywire. I just hate it when shes angry, annoyed, irritated or sad because of me or anyone else.

I have everything to lose when she's angry, cause she's everything to me.

Dilemma

My trip to town center was very successful. I made it just in time(3hours to spare, how could I have known?). We were supposed to watch house of wax but unfortunately it was not being shown in ATC anymore so we just viewed A lot like love. A good movie if you ask me with a great love plot. Anyway...

I have this certain quandary... What do I get her for her birthday? I have been searching for over a week now with still just one result. I want to get her something appropriate, something thoughtful and filled with the passion showing my love. Alas I am all out of ideas, I do have some but they seem, so... not for the event. I have one day left...