Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Pain?

I never had a day since who-knows-when I was filled with so much anger and pain. What she told me hurt me, It made me hate him. When I heard what happened then all I wanted to do was find him and plant my fist in his nose back to prehistory. I know my emotions may be getting the better of me, but still, what she told me was something I find very hard to believe. I know she did not do anything wrong, It happened before but still I can't shake the flush of hate that coursed in me. I've got to distract myself, hopefully my crap LITERA2 class would cool me down.

I love her, no matter what I hear, nothing can severe the love I have for her.

Friday, May 20, 2005

2 days left before a new trisem

Today is the last Saturday of the summer. What a summer it has been, it kept me mystified. Haha... I woke up thinking of her, not a day goes by without her crossing my mind. She's always in my heart. After a long season of emptiness, my heart is finally occupied. She's on her way to get her sister to the doctor, wishing I could go to, but alas, it is now to be. I don't know if she gets my messages so I keep sending them and calling her( sana hindi siya makulitan). I just want to let her know how much she means to me.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

The past of sorrow and joy

I kind of like the way sorrow sounds before joy. Hence, the title.
Anyway, a lot has happened to me the past few weeks. You can say it has been a mixture of sorrow and joy(hehe). Outings here and there with friends and relatives made my summer time a happy time, but the real joy came when love hit me again.

I forgot how love really hits you inside, the way it could turn you upside down and inside out. The way love could bring utter joy and utter sorrow. I must strive, strive to keep love by my side, no matter what the cost.

P.S. Friday the 13th is not the unlucky bad day people are meant to believe.